i will be here, love.

Monday, May 29, 2006

Why you put my that stupid face? Roar.

Its 5.30am. I decided to blog while waiting for you to wake up. I abit cannot think now. But I rmb that you said sometimes you will wonder how deep is my love for you right? Hee..

Well, how do we actually define how deep is our deep. Hah. As deep as the sea? As deep as which sea? Think what's important is that the other party must feel it lor. If not deep deep deep also no use right? So maybe sometimes I never let you feel my deep deep deep lor. Haha.

My eyes seriously cannot take it anymore lah. Hah.

But just got a mood to say something.

Thanks dear. I know I am not easy to handle. Especially when I am PMSing. I throw my temper more easily but you never blow your top at me or blame me for that before. I know it and I wouldn't take it for granted de k?

Love ya!

at 5:30 AM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

I'm weird in a way ..

You're such a dear to me girl, so much so that I just want you to feel loved and doted on always.

But I know its a silly thought and its highly impossible you will feel tat way 24/7. That goes for me too .. Sometimes I will think .. or rather my mind will wonder, how deep is your love for me.

haa .. nono .. dun get the impression that I'm questioning your commitment to me. I'm not. But just that sometimes I will ask myself this question, unwillingly. Curiousity maybe, but as I've said I'm in no way questioning your love for me kay.

I know you love me as much as I do love you ... pardon me if i sound like a pathertic secondary sch kid declaring his love to his sweetheart. haa ...

Thats what this blog is for right ?? To express our inner-most self feelings/thoughts to one another.

And if you notice, I do tend to think and reminise alot sometimes. Might seem weird but then I realised that this little 'ability' of mine helps me alot. It helps me to maintain my FEEL in a r/s. Ehh .. Hope you understand what I'm trying to make out here la .. haa ...

Its abit confusing .. unless you are in my shoes urself. Then will you truly understand what i meant. haa ..

Dun worry dear .. I never gone bonkers after watching Da Vincci kay ..

till then ... Loving you as always ..

at 10:57 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Silly Nut

YOu silly nut, say I never blog!

HERE I AM.

BLOG

BLOG

BLOG.

Enough? Ok, Bye!

Haha. Haven't recover lah. Still abit cranky. But at least I PMS in a different way which makes you laugh right? Hee.

Thanks dear, and sorry, for having to endure me being loud and not nice tone SOMETIMES. Sometimes only hor. Once in a long long while. HOR?

at 11:28 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

What a weekend.

I really enjoyed my weekend dear. No doubt its abit tiring (heh) .. but then .. its a real lovely one spent with you.

Let me try to recall what we did during this 2 and a half days ..
1) Chill out at Essential Brew
2) Made love
3) ECP cycling
4) Made love
5) Chill out at Liquid Kitchen
6) Movie - Over The Hedge
7) Chill out at Fisherman

All this exclude our lunch and dinner escapes. haa .. so basically we did quite alot of things huh .. such a fullfilling wkend.

Will be looking forward to Wed night dear ... provided that i get to book out la ..

You better recover ur butt or thighs or whatever tat is hurting. haa ..

*Wink*

at 11:45 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

pls do recover

Suddenly got the feel to blog, but dunno what to blog. hah.

Read ur blog on the 8 points about ur perfect lover le dear. And I think i can confidently say that so far I've in a way or another meet the 8 requirements right ? Of course its still early and I do know I still have much room for improvement.

Regarding the point about the family man. Even without you saying, i could tell you very much wanted a complete happy family for yours wasn't that great. I could feel it in a way. But so far we've never really talk much about this topic.

Hmmm ... another 2 mins before i need to go off to work. Hopefully I'm able to come out on wed to meet you .. if not I'll definitely fall sick.

lovesick that is .. and the only cure is You ..

at 6:19 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

You're welcome

Yesterday was mind-blowing really. For tat few seconds when IT happens, I feel lost. As in my brain totally shut down the outside world. You know ? Tat kinda feeling la .. haa ..

Guess you really ate the wrong medicine. hah.

And Thanks dear too .. for helping me out with the blog skin .. and for being such a sweet wonderful gf .. sometimes ...

oh well. Most of the time.

Everytime. If tat please u better. wahaha ...

Better get well soon kay ... poor thing ...

at 10:37 PM

Adrenalin Rush

Well.. Since my laptop is still on, since I'm still on adrenalin rush, since someone says I haven been blogging for a long time, here I am.

Hah.

Well, first of all, thanks dear for the dinner for my mama. And I'm really very glad that you can get along well with them. Its really very heartwarming to sit down and watch soccer and cheer the team on together. I guess you know what I mean la huh? Thank God its not Man Utd v Arsenal. Haha.

And the most important thing is I am so glad I agreed to it just now. I was abit hesitant at first cos my medicine was making me abit drowsy already. But yet, my body was wanting it. Haha. Well, nothing much is needed to be said. I liked it as much as you do. :) Like I said, it is the best so far. I think its the best time. Full moon. Haha. Ok, no link.

Love ya darling.

at 2:59 AM

Monday, May 08, 2006

Heartwarming

It has been a real loving, fun-filled long weekend with you sweetie. First up, on friday we watched Daisy at Causway point before heading to your house for some intimate moments.

Come saturday we meet up early to bake the cake for Shiyin. Its a moment to be remembered. I never for once show so much attention to the process of making a food. Till i know you. hee. Went down to Chevron for the celebration afterwhich we went home for an early rest.

Sunday. We celebrated our 4th months being together. Shopped for gifts beforehand and dinner at Changi was romantic and good. Did i not mention you look lovely tat day. hee ...
Went down to Suntec for MI3 and i was being forced to take tat silly weighing machine photo. Darn it. haa .. I NEVER DO SUCH STUNTS IN PUBLIC BEFORE. Till i know you.

Pop over to ur house .. for yet another round of tennis game. And i swear to god you dunno how good you feel dear. Oh well ... the thought of you in ur acts. They are well ... much much better than eating Steak. Bad comparision huh ? haa ..

Then Monday. We had our advance mother's day celebration lunch together. Then you taught my mum on how to bake a cheesecake. It's like a total family day. I'm very glad to see that. Its heartwarming in a sense aint it ?

Sadly, my dear felt unwell and vomitted. How i wish i could be there with her .. well not to collect her vomits but at least .. i could hug her and tell her how much she means to me. Hopefully that will make her feel better.

Hope she get well soon ...

Once again .. Happy 4th month darling.

at 11:42 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Guess you this little fat ass must still be lying in bed lazing around. What to do man, I've got an animal as a wife .. haa ...

WAKE UP LA !

at 1:48 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

Our Home - part 2

You're most welcome dear. No need to thank me la .. remember that time when you came over and help me set up my comp etc too ? You did much more kay.

hee .. actually i dun really know how to put to words my idea la. But as I've told u le .. I've got the idea of setting up a movie/cum KTV room. But then with a 4 room flat, its not very pratical if we got kids hor.

Like tat means the kids got to share room le which when young still ok la. But if older le .. and especially if is brother and sister cant be right. haa .. You know what i mean la dear. So most prob I'll get a reasonable set of Hi-Fi and put in the living room lor.

Now to our room. hah. There'll be a King sized bed for sure .. cuz u know la .. we are so so active people .. and I'll buy a larger than King sized blanket. Thats in case u wanna fight with me over it. wahha .. ok la .. just joking about the last point.

And hor .. in our room .. the wall .. we'll have things framed up. Like a timeline sort of .. We could frame up pics we took now etc .. and to the things we used. Like say the rings we are wearing now etc etc. But not the first condom we used la hor ... haa ... too late also le ...

Get the idea dear ? I'm not too good with expressing myself by typing .. but then you being mine .. i guess u get what i meant la. And oh .. the toilet in our room. I was thinking it will be good if there's a bathtube inside. But then for a 4-room flat I guess we'll face space constraint ba.
And hor .. you know la .. honeymood to places like Swiss will cost a real bomb. That's maybe possible if we dun hold a wedding dinner lor. But then i guess a wedding dinner is more of our family's choice right ? Other than my mum la. haa .. meaning to say most prob we cant get to go Swiss for our honeymood le.

Knowing the job im having now, I could just give you a stable and comfy life, provided you know how to appreciate it la .. If not then really is too bad lor .. I'm not the husband material you are looking for le. hee ...

But I bet you also know la .. Cash rich doesn't neccessary means you will have a happy family and lead a good life right ? And being poor dun means that you will live unhappily too right ?

Its all up to the individuals to adapt and accept. And I really do hope that you are the one and only girl I'll ever make love to.

Loving you as always darling.

I already told you i love you le ma.

at 5:30 PM

Thank you

Thanks Darling.

For all the trouble. Really appreciate it k. :)

at 5:00 PM