How Do I Live WIthout You ..

[pEg] says:
but i feel that u haven been making effort in doing things extraordinarry.

This must have been one of the most hurtful thing I've heard in a long long while. Seriously, to hear this coming out from the one I'm so in love with .. and the one I feel could last all the way .. and the one that I cant live without .. Really makes my heart sink. Especially since I feel I've done my part. It really hurt for tat one minute.

But I know dear is not that kinda person that I've mentioned. And I'm glad dear knows that its normal to feel this way. If you dun find it normal, pls let me know. Then I can stop being a fool le.

And of course she's being very honest to me by telling me this. I appreciate tat fact kay .. but pardon me for still feeling sad at tat very moment. Its normal too !! haa ...

Dunno what else to say le .. haa .. I could end this by saying you mean so so much to me and all tat lovely dolly words .. but I choose not to. Not at this moment I guess for I believed you know my feeling towards you.

I want to have a successful family life with you. To hell with mudane. Hah.