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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Last 28

Movie Title - Last 28

Most chilling moment - Middle of the night with my butt half exposed to the cold air. Damn it.

Most painful moment - You bite my god damn ear !!!

Most embarassing moment - Payment for 3 boxes of diff condoms.

Most Horny moment - Waking up at 7am to make Love.

Most Daring Moment - Bathing together in the 'public toilet' when everyone is at home.

Sweetest Moment - Star glazing when both are tired and sticky.

Most relaxed moment - Carefree supper under the starlight.

Most funny moment- Both of us got similiar vedicts from the doc.

Most comforting moment - Hugging you to sleep. Waking up once in a while to peep at you.

Best Actor - Me !

Best Actress - You !

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Just for Thought

My little Hotcake must be so so soundly asleep now right ? hmm .. dun feel like sleeping yet hence im here to blog abit lor. Not on our future house la .. not now.

More regarding what happened just now. Just hope you understand what i meant when i say its not tat wise to mention the example of Den with regard to me dirtying your bed. On another day, tat in/sensitive comment could just spark a war between us. Dun you think so dear ?

I bet you understand what im getting at la .. esp if we reverse the situation to me saying something with regards to my ex doing something at my house etc. Its a moral boo-boo thing. haa ...

and i must also admit i felt damn sour when i know of how close Ivan was. I always picture things in my mind you see. Can be a plus point sumtimes, but definitely not in this case. But i know its in the past, and I far surpressed what u guys did. Just letting you know how i feel and its for ur general info only la .. so no comments needed on this dear. haa ..

Honesty speaking, after scanning thru ur Tioman pictures, all the more i hope you wun be going man. Guess i will be having a few sleepless nights if tat happens huh ? haa .. I should learn to be more hmm open-minded, open hearted .. whatever u call it. I'm selfish in a sense yes i know. But it's NOT because I dun trust you or anything. Its just a different feeling.

That's a side of me which i feel i can improve on. Will try to be not so possesive la but then knowing myself, changes in my attitude will lead to other things, which Im not too keen on.

Sadly for dear, she'll have to put up with it .. but hey I'm not the kind to control someone's life kay. And I know you aint tat kind too.

All i hope for is for dear to ask my opinion etc before making any decisions on this kinda stuff. Not too unreasonable a thing to ask for is it ? haa ... chances are I'll be giving you my fake blessing to go and enjoy urself. Did i mention fake ? haa ... No la.

Okay la .. that's all I have to say dear. Keep it up for your work kay ... Working life aint easy, but it can be made easier if u have a support behind ( me!) and by staying positive.

Keep up the good work.

at

Monday, April 24, 2006

Our Lovely Home.

Hey dear! I have a sudden urge to paint a beautiful picture of our future. I have the mood to do it. Don't know if you will see this in the morning. Got a feeling you will leave a short post before heading to school. But anyway, if not, you will see this when you have the chance lor. Hee.

But since I cant PAINT a beautiful PICTURE, I will do it in words la hor? Hee.

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Here it goes...

We will be living in a 4 room HDB flat, somewhere nearby our current area. Cos I will most likely be working so we need people to take care of our little rascals when we are both working right? Think your mama will love to take care of her grandchildren? Hee. And I trust her lah. More than I trust my mum. She want to anyhow zao one. And me and my didi were taken care by our grandmothers one. So we will have a flat near your place. So its easier if we want to bring our little rascals to and fro. Cos I hope to bring them home everyday after work and not leave them with your mama until weekends. Then can spend more time with them. Then can have dinner at your mama's place before going home. I don't have to cook! Muahaha. Ok, sorry, not rascals. Little Jermaine and Jerome (or Ryan). See how la huh?

Then we will head home after dinner. Watch TV, spend time with kids etc. When they are schooling then have to check their schoolwork and stuff. At night we will read bedtime stories to them, put them to sleep. Kiss them goodnight. Before we do OUR stuff. Haha!

Then weekends we will have family time. Go beach picnic, etc. With our little dog (if there is). In our whatever car. Take hell lots of photos, knowing their Daddy. All dolled up, knowing their Mummy. Hee. Then Mummy will cook for the big and little rascals once in a while on weekends. If not we will have good food outside. I know maybe Daddy may have to work on weekends. So not every weekend can go gai gai one. I know. But cannot forget to visit waipo, waigong and great-grandparents (hopefully) [I never forget ahgong ahma. its bcos see on wkdays liao]

If time and finances allow, we will go on holiday once a year. But not when both little ones needs to be carried. Will die. Haa. When they can walk and stuff. And they can remember that they went before. Not like Mummy, 3 years old go China, cannot remember a shit now. Waste money.

Hehe. Maybe we can name our dog Pixie. Haha. I thought of this name cos it sounds like PC. Peg and Chan. Sweet hor? Haha!

When the kids are older, they will have their own life, friends, bf, gf. They will want to go out on weekends. Then we will have to fend for each other le. Hee. But as far as possible, we try to have dinner as a family once a week, be it at home or outside.

What else huh?

Something like that la huh? Like you said, even if we do not get there, at least we thought of it before. We "went" there before. I think very far hor? I don't want to paint the picture alone. Please add on to whatever details you want to to "Our Lovely Home" k. Hee.

Today no fate to sing this song for you. Damn it. Read the lyrics first lah. If you can understand. Sing for you next time k?

魔力
I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光 淋的雨滴 都值得回忆
I have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应 绝不断讯 会如影子随瑚

曾灰心以为 我来错了世界
太多想法很另类 找不到人了解
当我说的感觉 牵动著你的脸
互动的泪 让我们变得特别

你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁 复制甜蜜 笑容不结冰

幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩碰肩 才能看好戏上演


Yawns. Time for bed. :) Love ya!!

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All Mine

I'll make sure its worthwhile being ALL mine dear ... I'll try for sure ...

And im glad to know tat u enjoyed urself this wkend .. hee ...

So in love with you ...

at

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Lai bu ji!!

Lai bu ji post by 22 April. Hee. But nvm la hor. It will be kept in the heart. =D

Love you darling. I'm all yours.

at

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Not This Way

Hey dear ah .. must get this clear hor .. I'm unhappy not cuz u went to Gala dinner and all tat kay. It would be real unreasonable of me to feel that way man. I wun ask u to dress up nice nice etc if i dun like the idea of you going le .. I never wanna restrict you .. not this way.

As I've told you, maybe its the feeling of not being able to see you or having so limited time with you yesterday .. Cuz I felt empty and loney last night eh .. well .. maybe made worst by the silly long bus journey to and fro. haa ... you dunno how i yearn to see you man.

But i know it would be inpractical if i request to see you, for means you will have to stop whatever you're doing and meet me. Another point will be I dun really know tat place but well there's always street directory la. haa ...

So please dun get the wrong message kay .. and I'm not excately what u called unhappy la .. just more of hmmm ... you know tat kinda alone and sad feeling that u get sumtimes. But I NEVER complain hor ... for I do put myself in ur smelly shoes too. You will tend to face more of this kinda things cuz of my job nature.

Wanted to hide my feelings from you at first and pretend I'm all so alright but well .. haa .. I CANT LIE FROM YOU god damn it. Anyone but you dear.

Sayang.

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006


Hee.

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Monday, April 17, 2006

How do i live without you ...

Baby potatoe ... well .. nothing much la .. just feel like letting you know how much you mean to me lor ...

simple as that. hee ...

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

U know ?

Dear ah .. do you know tat sometimes .. just by looking at you, I will have plenty of emotions running through my heart ?

Like yesterday .. at Holland V ... i peeped at u without u knowing .. and i have tat sudden urge to hold u .. hug u .. kiss u .. make love .. whatever. haa ...

so adorable .. but of course .. tats only when u are behaving and treating me well la.

Crush me to death ... my ass man.

at

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

A Wednesday Without You

Silly Nut.

I miss you.

Its a wednesday without you. =( Only the company of our books.

Aren't we lucky that there is a long weekend and I can see you tomorrow already? If not, thats one more day. My god.

SILLY NUT!!! I MISS YOU LAH.

So wanna hug hug you now. Boo boo. Who say you can miss me at the same time?

Hao lah. Tmr then hug hug kiss kiss you k.

at

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Third Month


Yumz.


Mei mei hor?

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

LOST

My god dear. I'm really lost for words.

Thanks dear. For the wonderful video. I suspected you were up to something when I called you just now. But I really didn't expect that. My god. I still don't know what to say. Ahh! In comparison, the little thingy I wanna give you is so insignificant. =( And you kopped so many of my ideas. Grr.

Thanks dear. Thats really so sweet. Xing ku ni le. I'll sayang you when I see you k?

Love you so so much. Argh. So wanna hug you now.

About the photo thing, we talk later bah.

Hee, thanks dear once again.

Love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Moments Shared

Hope u like my present for you dear. I spent around a total of 3 hours doing. Try and error. Din expect it to be tat tough .. haa ...

3 hours in exchange for a 2mins video is not worth it. But 3 hours in exchange for 2 minute of ur smile is all so worthwhile.

Loving u so much dear ...

at

Friday, April 07, 2006

hmm ..

yup. Was reading ur blog and viewing those pics u took with timo they all .. haa .. just curious dear .. do u always take pic so close with guys ? cuz honesty speaking if I'm you .. i wun be doing tat la ..

but some pics i guess are really kinda not.good.for.me. in some sense. But dun get the idea wrong .. I'm not stopping you from anything kay. Just curious to know lor .. and letting u know my feeling and view on it honestly ...

Dun cuz of this then next time u feel pressured to take pics of this nature hor.

at

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Baby, I'm so missing you!

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Sunday, April 02, 2006


Im feeling bad. Really. Especially after reading what u've posted. Feel like going over to give you a hug. I admit i did neglect you in some sense but then .. hazi. nvm la .. should have spend more time with u just now ... I know the feeling u are experiencing cuz i do experience it before also.

Im at a lost for words now. Feeling quite down. For you aint talking much to me on msn and thru phone just now. Could sense tat you aint the usual you dear. I'll put it down to the pms effect ba. Hate this feeling too. Who dun hor ?

I cant say much except I'm sorry dear. Hope this wun happens the next time kay. Dui Bu Qi.

And what the hell did u say .. STILL loving me ? damn .. you are supposed to be Loving me always !!! No matter what.

Still loving me ... damn. haaaa ....

Loving you dear ...

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Saturday, April 01, 2006

Hope you understand why I am unhappy, dear. I really felt quite neglected just now. I know and can feel that you did try to accompany me.

Cos you have to understand that this is the first time I'm meeting the 3 of them (apart from Mou) with you. Did that come across your mind? And they are not really people who breaks the ice that quickly. They don't really talk to me you realise? And you can't blame me for feeling very left out initially. There was really nothing much I could do there with all the people I don't know. So its like, you bring me so that you can spend time with me at the same time. I'm willing to go also because I want to spend the time with you and enter your social circle just like how I would like you to enter mine. You feel weird when I ask you to join my friends sometimes right? So you should know how the weird feeling feels like. But I do make the special effort to not make you feel neglected. (Although I dunno if sometimes you still feel, but I do try.) Thats why I'm a little unhappy when I think that you didn't today.

Alright, thats about all I wanna say. Initially, I wanted to talk to you face to face about this. But you had to send Mou and to watch the match.

Ok, I feel better now. Still loving you dear. =)

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