Hope you understand why I am unhappy, dear. I really felt quite neglected just now. I know and can feel that you did try to accompany me.

Cos you have to understand that this is the first time I'm meeting the 3 of them (apart from Mou) with you. Did that come across your mind? And they are not really people who breaks the ice that quickly. They don't really talk to me you realise? And you can't blame me for feeling very left out initially. There was really nothing much I could do there with all the people I don't know. So its like, you bring me so that you can spend time with me at the same time. I'm willing to go also because I want to spend the time with you and enter your social circle just like how I would like you to enter mine. You feel weird when I ask you to join my friends sometimes right? So you should know how the weird feeling feels like. But I do make the special effort to not make you feel neglected. (Although I dunno if sometimes you still feel, but I do try.) Thats why I'm a little unhappy when I think that you didn't today.

Alright, thats about all I wanna say. Initially, I wanted to talk to you face to face about this. But you had to send Mou and to watch the match.

Ok, I feel better now. Still loving you dear. =)