Just for Thought
My little Hotcake must be so so soundly asleep now right ? hmm .. dun feel like sleeping yet hence im here to blog abit lor. Not on our future house la .. not now.More regarding what happened just now. Just hope you understand what i meant when i say its not tat wise to mention the example of Den with regard to me dirtying your bed. On another day, tat in/sensitive comment could just spark a war between us. Dun you think so dear ?
I bet you understand what im getting at la .. esp if we reverse the situation to me saying something with regards to my ex doing something at my house etc. Its a moral boo-boo thing. haa ...
and i must also admit i felt damn sour when i know of how close Ivan was. I always picture things in my mind you see. Can be a plus point sumtimes, but definitely not in this case. But i know its in the past, and I far surpressed what u guys did. Just letting you know how i feel and its for ur general info only la .. so no comments needed on this dear. haa ..
Honesty speaking, after scanning thru ur Tioman pictures, all the more i hope you wun be going man. Guess i will be having a few sleepless nights if tat happens huh ? haa .. I should learn to be more hmm open-minded, open hearted .. whatever u call it. I'm selfish in a sense yes i know. But it's NOT because I dun trust you or anything. Its just a different feeling.
That's a side of me which i feel i can improve on. Will try to be not so possesive la but then knowing myself, changes in my attitude will lead to other things, which Im not too keen on.
Sadly for dear, she'll have to put up with it .. but hey I'm not the kind to control someone's life kay. And I know you aint tat kind too.
All i hope for is for dear to ask my opinion etc before making any decisions on this kinda stuff. Not too unreasonable a thing to ask for is it ? haa ... chances are I'll be giving you my fake blessing to go and enjoy urself. Did i mention fake ? haa ... No la.
Okay la .. that's all I have to say dear. Keep it up for your work kay ... Working life aint easy, but it can be made easier if u have a support behind ( me!) and by staying positive.
Keep up the good work.