You really light up my life

Its the day I let loose of myself and let out my tears to my dearest boy. You heard me cry.

But what you didn't know is that after seeing your message of disappointment, I teared again. I guess its the same feeling of disappointing someone who really loves you and you really love.

I'm sorry dear. I'm feeling terrible now for making you feel disappointed. I really really appreciate the effort to come over, to bring food for me, to cheer me up. I really do. I really do appreciate it. And I really wanted you to stay with me longer, to hug me in your warm embrace.

I'm feeling regretful that I did not treasure the 30 mins or so that you were by my side. But its already a bonus because we are not scheduled to meet today.

Thanks dear. You were there for me when I needed comfort the most.

Never leave me in lurch ok?

Love you.