I will be here, love. I will be wherever you are
Go ahead and put yourself up for detachment. You have my 100% support.I will be a good full time wife there :)
After 4 years and especially now that we are engaged, its no longer just "me" and "you" in a decision making anymore. Its about "us". Making decisions based on what's good for us. So I will leave my worries aside and trust that you will be my everything and will never make me feel alone when we are there. I will cast all my fears aside and take this leap of faith, for us.
I brought myself back to the times I wanted to go for exchange and you were my main repelling force and I can understand your desire for such an opportunity. I understand. I had my privilege. I want you to have yours too. I'm not being shortchanged in the process too anyway.
They say you marry a chicken you follow a chicken. You marry a dog you follow a dog. If I marry a medium bear, I will follow the bear everywhere he goes, hand in hand, till the end...